I knew I could do better if..

Posted by Kaleidoscope on Friday, December 4, 2009 at 2:19 PM
When it comes to the year end, there must be something that I regret in my life and simply thought that I knew I could do better if.....

1) I want to quit smoking but I don't put much effort on it. I knew I could do better if I really determine and outsource my stress to something that could benefit me rather than smoking. Why I relate stress to this one? Simple. Personally for me, stress = smoking.
2) I want to look for something different in my career. There is nothing wrong with my current job, it just that I want to expose myself to something that I'm really good at. Let my skills and working experience put me up to a next level so that others could appreciate my loyalty and realize that I'm worth to be hired. I knew I could do better if I be more aggressive rather than rely on job hunters or any portal that as if having lots of vacancies but the priority given to the premium applicants members.
3) I want to make myself more busy with chores and dedicated my life to it as long as I am capable of doing it. Despite of my age, I still have lots of ideas on how to make something work by referring to my knowledge and interests. I am mature and I could decide on what's what compare to young fresh grads I suppose. I knew I could do better if I decided to change my career as soon as 2009 approaches. Now it's going to 2010, I guess I have to start it all over again.
4) I want to put my lil' princess to an international school which I thought that that is the best for her. But due to some unforeseen circumstances, I thought that she'd get the best education as well from the local school. Same goes to her mom & dad. We weren't from an elite school either but we still living our lives as it should: happily, healthy, wisely. I knew I could do better if I plan this one from the first day that my lil' princess was born and put aside her education fee for this.
5) I want to perform 'Umra (minor pilgrimage) with my beloved mum
which I have dreamed about it since last 2-3 years. I had this kind of dream whereby my mum and I holding hands to each other and stand in front of Kaaba (House of God). I knew I could do better if I made myself well prepare; mentally and physically since the first day that I made this wish.

There are many other things that I knew I could do better and make it done before its too late. I will jot it down and share with you guys if I had more time.........Someone really close to me once said this, don't let the worry worries until the worry worried you. I guess it's time for me to get worry about all of these before I have my last breathe.


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